Today you were due to be born. My little firecracker baby. I had a feeling you were a girl....but I also had that same feeling about your big brother, Owen. I think, no matter your gender, your name should stay Sunshine.
Sweet precious Sunshine, you shined so much brightness into our sad, dark days. We loved having you here with us to celebrate Owen's 1st birthday. What a special gift you are.
I can't wait to hold you in my arms. I know it will be like we never parted.
All the years between your death and ours, it won't matter then. All the memories and things we missed out on- I know they won't matter either.
I can't help to dwell on them now though.
I miss you.
I wanted you. so much.
You were so so loved the 6 weeks and 4 days we had you here. You are so loved now too. Rest in His arms tonight...
We will always count you as one of our children.
You will always count.
I love you, precious child. I love you so much.