Three years since the morning I joyfully tiptoed into the bathroom to take the test that would surely change our lives forever.
Precious Owen, my firstborn child, I love you so much.
I think about you and miss you tremendously every day. I wonder about the color of your eyes, the personality you'd have as a two year old- all the things that we've missed out on. The hole you've left is filled with the hope we have at seeing you again and living you with in Glory.
It still aches though...
As we wait these last few weeks before your little sister's birth, I can't help but wonder what you'd be thinking about your sister and how you'd feel about sharing your mommy and daddy with her. I think you two would either get along famously or you would be way too similar and you'd get on each other's last nerve. She's just as rambunctious as you were and she might just be more stubborn than you!
It's hard to believe that you've been a part of our lives for three years. It seems so long ago that we discovered you were growing in my womb. I can't really remember what life was like before you.
You will always be a part of our lives. Always special, always important, always valued and loved.
You could never be replaced. You will never be forgotten and you will never be less than.
love you forever,